my secret knight life

  OK OK OK SO yesterday, i was made aware that bladee was releasing an album on may 28. so basically, 3 pm the day before because... timezones or whatever. so i stayed home and waited until 3 pm to hear it. i had heard one of the songs, hotel breakfast, before because it was somehow leaked under the name breakfast closed, and i really fucking liked it. so basically, i was screaming and crying and throwing up waiting for this album to come out. okay whatever this is hard to explain so lets get on with the review.  reviews ♡ (they're all 5 stars) first, i want to discuss the production because this album sounds like it was actually produced by God himself. it was produced by six people, so i'm not sure who did the producing on each individual song. i'm not very good with distinguishing producers... tough shit ig but anyway, i loved the way his voice sounds and the ad libs and all the little sounds. ofc i love all the laughter on this album, because like, laughing is one of my...

 yesterday, my best friend let me borrow her copy of junji ito's venus in the blind spot collection in exchange for my copy of uzumaki and i just finished reading it this morning! it was so amazing (as usual w junji ito's work). this is the collection with The Enigma of Amigara Fault in it, so of course i loved that story. the chair and parrot stories were phenomenal and the artwork was so powerful (again, as usual). my least favorite stories were probably billions alone and venus in the blind spot. both had kind of mediocre endings that i wish i had more context for! other than the endings, the stories were still engaging and billions alone had stunningly horrific scenes! it was amazing! the other stories were okay. i liked principal post and the licking woman, but i wasn't a huge fan of keepsake. master umezz and me was funny, but i feel like it should've gone at the end of the book to close it out like ito did with the story at the end of uzumaki. all my complaints a...

hey guys first order of business- AP French test review: ★☆☆☆☆ i didn't end up taking it LOL i walked out because it turned out it would end at like 4 and that's literally when i had work today so whats more important? the bag or the french ap test are you kidding AND i got paid today so it literally is not a thought in my mind.  second order of business- adrian's kickback: ????? so many people irl were talking about adrian's kickback today. the videos on tik tok of whatever happened today are so terrible everyone looks so tik tok it's actually atrocious and now it's like a whole thing it's unbelievable. it's interesting though to see how this generation can like, pull of an event like that. like, people showed up to that josh fight or the area 51 thing and social media was super useful for planning protests last summer, so cool i guess.  third order of business- hay day: ★★★★★ okay  i love talking about hay day. me and lily are in the same neighborhood ...

ok now that i have this blog, im so excited to talk about bladee!! he is my favorite artist! i think he's so amazing LOL let me explain myself... so about a year ago, i started listening to bladee. the first song i heard was western union and as a lover of terrible (loud, abrasive, kind of funny) music, i was immediately very interested in this sound. i didn't become near obsessed until november 2020, after my beastie boys phase. i fell in love with every album and every song. the mythology behind him and his little swedish friends consumed me, and suddenly i was crying watching the yung lean documentary with my best friend because i really felt like i understood them. i guess i listen to their music because i relate to it, but not in a way that i'm a mid-20s pill-addicted swedish man, it's more like i feel very connected to the sound itself. it's enchanting.  now let me discuss bladee himself. his name is benjamin, he's an aries sun, aries moon, and possibly a ...

 i have been thinking abt starting a blog for a while and here it is LOL! hi!!!! my name is lauren im 18 and im frm long beach california <3  here are my big 3 signs: ☉taurus 19° ☾virgo 6° ↑leo 17°  ☆(◒‿◒)☆ i'm starting this blog to talk abt my interests in depth without clogging up my friends timelines w extensive analysis of my favorite shows and music, which include: ☆ gtb and sadboys (racks on racks) ☆ tv shows like jojo's bizarre adventure, breaking bad, gargoyles, and many many others ☆also manga! (jojo, junji ito, sailor moon) aside from those, i have other interests that i will be writing about too! media is important to me, but this life isn't my secret knight life without my friends, my addictions, and my clothes. i'm a big believer in manifestation and creating your own reality. nothing is a coincidence.  i also am a big lover of human rights and equality. none of us should rest until those who are oppressed have been repaid for the discrimination and h...